regressing to the mean
Jun. 14th, 2023 02:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
goaltenderchecked out of hockey pretty hard at the start of the final mostly because of real life but also because i didn't feel strongly about the matchup either way and it was abundantly clear vegas would win. the better team always prevails and the cats never stood a chance. as much as it irritates me to think that the stars put up the best fight (starsoomfirl was like That Should Be Us but at least we won 2 and lost 2 in ot, likeee what kind of empty ass victory is being able to say you were the only team to take vgk to 6 lol) it's at least kind of funny that two south florida teams beat boston in uniquely embarrassing ways and then followed the same script to championship defeat. also i genuinely don't have anything for or against vegas other than the usual specialized judgments everyone is privy to for 1-2 players on any team so it's kind of hard to peddle the same vitriol everyone seemed to experience at the behest of matthew clutchuk. anyway
finally got ted lasso over with (horrible show) and then also finished jury duty (lovely sweet touching finale) so at least we're making progress somewhere in life. i'm already looking forward to next year but just....... idk. unrelated to hockey i kind of wish i were going to the gp this weekend because it actually would have worked out and i constantly want to visit montreal in general (crying) but regardless i am most excited for * with beloved wisa and i hope i'll be able to fulfill my desire to watch a home game soon but we'llll see lol. weird to think i was so resigned to having to leave * forever and was like great now i have to watch fucking * hockey instead, not that there's THAT much of a difference as far as i'm concerned, but honestly who even knows at this point. either way i'm looking forward to more stars games and i'll make it work in whatever painless way i can :')
feeling so crazy and tired but also normal i guess... lichrally everyone keeps trying to tell me how to live my life or how i should feel about the direction in which i am taking my life and it's like bro i am trying my best. but even if things are constantly weird and inscrutable i am putting in the effort to trust the process and that's the most i can ask from myself at this point really.
2 weeks until the draft and then the whirlwind of ufa season. we WILL get through it the fun is yet to come 😌
finally got ted lasso over with (horrible show) and then also finished jury duty (lovely sweet touching finale) so at least we're making progress somewhere in life. i'm already looking forward to next year but just....... idk. unrelated to hockey i kind of wish i were going to the gp this weekend because it actually would have worked out and i constantly want to visit montreal in general (crying) but regardless i am most excited for * with beloved wisa and i hope i'll be able to fulfill my desire to watch a home game soon but we'llll see lol. weird to think i was so resigned to having to leave * forever and was like great now i have to watch fucking * hockey instead, not that there's THAT much of a difference as far as i'm concerned, but honestly who even knows at this point. either way i'm looking forward to more stars games and i'll make it work in whatever painless way i can :')
feeling so crazy and tired but also normal i guess... lichrally everyone keeps trying to tell me how to live my life or how i should feel about the direction in which i am taking my life and it's like bro i am trying my best. but even if things are constantly weird and inscrutable i am putting in the effort to trust the process and that's the most i can ask from myself at this point really.
2 weeks until the draft and then the whirlwind of ufa season. we WILL get through it the fun is yet to come 😌
